Tuesday, October 19, 2010

The Network Admin

In the valley of corporate America,
I am a God among users and management alike,
for I am the Network Admin.

I have the power to provide you with packets,
and where the Network Admin giveth, so can He taketh away,
for I am the Network Admin.

I live for uptime,
I keep the network running,
for I am the Network Admin.

If something fails,
I go without sleep until it is restored,
for I am the Network Admin.

You take Me for granted,
until you cant get online,
for I am the Network Admin.

Fueled by coffee,
and fast food,
I am the Network Admin

Saturday, August 15, 2009

i need to stop assaulting poets across the world with my crappy attempts

fire brings pain, that could not stop me from visiting you.
water brings swells, that could not keep me from sailing to you.
wind brings force, that can not slow me down on my way to you.
earth brings distance, that can not keep us apart.

you are everything to me, you have my whole heart.
you are within my inter sanctum, please dont crush my heart.
everything i am, i give unto you.
all that you could want, i will make yours.

when the flames burn bright, i will not stop.
when the water is choppy, i will not turn.
when the wind will not cease, nor shall i.
when the earth stretches on, i will continue to walk to you.

if offered imortality, i would chose you.
if offered safety, i would remain at your whim.
if offered the world, i would give it to you.
if asked for anything, i would not hesitate to make it yours.

love will overcome all, and so will ours
love can not be stopped, and ours will burn forever.
love is more powerful than all else. and so ours over powers all
love lasts forever, even after our bodies turn to dust.

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

excerpts from a chat, several days past

the_macgeek- i know this is going to sound weird, but i think that right now, the distance (even though it sucks) is good for us

crimsonscales7- yes. jc why do you think that?

the_macgeek- because it allows us to talk, learn about each other, get to know one another on a deep level, without all that we want to do be make out all the time, its giving us a balance between our physical desires and our emotional need to build a deep, strong, lasting connection

crimsonscales7- yes i agree

the_macgeek- even though my physical desires say otherwise, i know that this is a good thing

the_macgeek- because i love getting to know everything about you

the_macgeek- i am a sponge and you are water, i just want to absorb everything there is to know about you

crimsonscales7- awww i love getting to know everything about you, your amazingess, your quirks everything

the_macgeek- and we dont have to worry about burning to hot and fast, and burning out, we have enough fire to keep us going, and plenty of fuel to burn for years to come (and every day adding more fuel to that pile, every time we learn something about each other)

Thursday, July 16, 2009

so natural, so right

when you were here, everything felt right
you were close by, i could feel you were near
it felt like puzzle pieces, falling into place
it felt so natural, it felt so right

now that you are gone, i am left here alone
just a meat sack, with no soul
you stole it away, it is now with you
my body remains, set on auto pilot

i cant wait, for that time again
when we are together, even if only for a time
you there when i drift to sleep, when i wake
when it feels so natural, so right

Friday, June 5, 2009

death of me, lack of updates

sorry about the lack of updates, i have been rather busy with work and travel and what not, and have not really had the chance to sit down and actually do anything... until now!

went to the mall with brandonamp and tonquo today, that was fun. hit up bath and body works (i love the smell of that store) then went to BW3's to pick up wings... they were not ready when we got there so we went up to the bar and had a round. after that our waitress let us know that our order was ready, so we went and picked it up and then headed back to my man cave. after a little bit of cleaning we all managed to fit into there and we mainly goofed around for most of the night, ate wings, and some pineapple... yummy!

brandonamp tried out some of the SoCo 100 and he seemed to rather enjoy it. after a bit Tonquo had to go so we said good bye to him and then brandonamp and myself messed around for a little while longer before he also left. after a relaxing shower and some more pineapple i decided to update my blog, letting everyone know that i am not in fact dead, simply AFK...

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Safety of the Dragon

on this mountain peak, in full armor i stand
looking at the sun set, hoping to see your silhouette
off with my helm, i listen for your cry on the wind
another step to the sun, i drop my shield
i raise my hand to shade my eyes, hoping to catch a glimpse
another step, i lay down my sword
i cup my ears, straining to hear your cry
another step, i take off my gauntlets
wiping my brow, wiping the tears
another step, i drop my breast plate
my heart, pounding in my chest
another step, i fall to my knees
i hold my arms high, before i collapse
at the last moment, you fly over the ridge
as i start to fall, you catch me with your claws
higher we soar, off into the distance
i awake by a fire, curled up against your scales
your heart beats, slow and strong
my body aches, broken from the battle
finally we are together, finally we are free
-Amaya The Dragon Rider

Friday, May 1, 2009

javascript

for the love of god, blogger does not support java script, well, at least it cant run my script, my nice, wonderful countdown script. also, why is it that i have not got any comments on my recent posts? where are my friends at?

Sunday, April 19, 2009

walls

I have spent a large part of my life, building walls, walls to keep people out, walls to protect myself. yet, with just a few words, you were able to cut right into my heart, you were able to bring me to my knees. not just once, but twice in the same night, with just the slightest phrase, you brought tears to my eyes. You are the other half of the picture, you fill in all the holes, all the pieces fit together just perfectly. once we finish putting together all of the pieces, once we see the whole picture, once we are together. I will give you all that i am, all that I have. You have what it takes, to see the real me. You dont have to work at it, you are welcome into my walls, into my deepest, darkest, most secure parts of my life.

I never thought I would meet someone that i could let into my walls, let alone someone who could walk right through them, right to my heart. And I love that you are able to.

SOS: I wonder how many times i have said "i love that" about you, about the things you do, about the things you say.

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

who said peoms rhyme?

When I close my eyes,
I see your face.
When I fall asleep,
I see your face.

When I wake up,
I wish I was with you
When I go to bed,
I wish I was holding you

When I talk to you
I wish I could hold you close
When I make you smile,
I wish I could see

When you need support
I wish I was there.
When you need a friend
I wish i was there.

When you are alone
I wish i could hold you close
To keep you safe,
to keep you warm.

When I am there,
will I know what to say?
When I hold you,
Will you know how i feel?

When i write to you,
a poem that does not rhyme.
Will you know how much i care?
and how much i feel?

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

NEW COMPUTER

motherboard
http://www.newegg.com/Product/Product.aspx?Item=N82E16813128378

CPU
http://www.newegg.com/Product/Product.aspx?Item=N82E16819103649

memory (two of these kits for a total of 8GB)
http://www.newegg.com/Product/Product.aspx?Item=N82E16820227326

video card
http://www.newegg.com/Product/Product.aspx?Item=N82E16814125255

hard drives (Two of these in a raid level 0 for the boot drive)
http://www.newegg.com/Product/Product.aspx?Item=N82E16820609330

Benchmark stats to come, after i get this beast built.
Also, i need a name for her... any ideas?

-UPDATE- she has a name! she shall be called 'Princess Zelda'

-UPDATE 2- new monitor
http://www.newegg.com/Product/Product.aspx?Item=N82E16824009145

new mouse
http://www.newegg.com/Product/Product.aspx?Item=N82E16826620011

-UPDATE 3-
i got a second monitor, just like the first, and i love it so much, having a dual screen setup...mmmm
i would highly recommend these monitors to anyone