Sunday, April 19, 2009

walls

I have spent a large part of my life, building walls, walls to keep people out, walls to protect myself. yet, with just a few words, you were able to cut right into my heart, you were able to bring me to my knees. not just once, but twice in the same night, with just the slightest phrase, you brought tears to my eyes. You are the other half of the picture, you fill in all the holes, all the pieces fit together just perfectly. once we finish putting together all of the pieces, once we see the whole picture, once we are together. I will give you all that i am, all that I have. You have what it takes, to see the real me. You dont have to work at it, you are welcome into my walls, into my deepest, darkest, most secure parts of my life.

I never thought I would meet someone that i could let into my walls, let alone someone who could walk right through them, right to my heart. And I love that you are able to.

SOS: I wonder how many times i have said "i love that" about you, about the things you do, about the things you say.

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

who said peoms rhyme?

When I close my eyes,
I see your face.
When I fall asleep,
I see your face.

When I wake up,
I wish I was with you
When I go to bed,
I wish I was holding you

When I talk to you
I wish I could hold you close
When I make you smile,
I wish I could see

When you need support
I wish I was there.
When you need a friend
I wish i was there.

When you are alone
I wish i could hold you close
To keep you safe,
to keep you warm.

When I am there,
will I know what to say?
When I hold you,
Will you know how i feel?

When i write to you,
a poem that does not rhyme.
Will you know how much i care?
and how much i feel?