i just love when someone says to me "oh yeah, no problem, you can count on me" only for them to stab me in the back.
and that is why there are very few people i trust, not counting the few family members i trust i can think of 2 people that i really trust, there may be people who i know and like, even am friends with, but as far as really trusting people i can only think of two. everyone else (other that the few i sort-of trust) i dont let in to my world there are a few people that i let into my world, a few that even come close to my brick wall, but i still havent found a person that i can let inside my brick wall of defence that i have put up around me to protect myself, and if i never find that one person that i can let in then i will go most, if not all of my life alone in a way, not being able to open up to anyone, constantly putting space around me, avoiding new things, staying in my own world. i am sure that there are people who have met me who dont like me, and people who think i am wicked, and i know myself, that i can be wicked and cruel at times, and it is because i dont like people to get close to me, and when someone does i do everything i can to turn the tables and get the spotlight off of me and put pressure on them. so, by this logic, i will inherit the earth...
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cheer up emo kid. :P
...that or go cut yourself. but i'd prefer the former.
dude i am so way more wicked then you could ever be therefore i will definitely inherit the earth before you and you will probably die before i do so therefore you will never inherit the earth
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