new wallpaper

i got a new wallpaper today, about 4 AM EST it is quite nice actually


i also found this one

weekend update

i had to wok saturday so i worked all night from friday into saturday, did my work saturday and then came home, got settled in around here and then around 6 i went to sleep, i woke up at about 1 am technicly that being sunday morning, and i think, ok, i have had enough sleep, so i will stay up until sunday afternoon or evening and then go to bed and then work on monday. so its late saturday night, or early sunday morning, depending on how you look at it and i was talking to sunni, on of my friends who is often playing a RPG with a few other people, and i have wanted to join them for the past few months or so, well, i finally they are starting a new game, and i am invited to join them, so i am really, really excited about joining them to play this new game (they play almost every sunday, this being great timing because i am planning on being up until sunday afternoon or evening) so the last thing i can remember is it is about 6 am sunday morning, i am watching stardust, and then the next thing i can remember its 5pm on sunday, thats right, i fell asleep in my chair for almost 11 hours, there by missing the start of a new rpg and missing out on several months of fun. and i cant believe that i slept for almost 11 hours in my chair because it is not very comfy for sleeping in and i was so damn excited i dont know how i was able to sleep but yeah, again i fucked my self over on that one (that seems to be happening a lot lately)

new lcd

well, i got a new lcd screen today, the only thing about it is that the backlight is bad in it, so i took it apart and now i have just the lcd part of it, separated from the cathode so that i might use it for a projector, now all i need to find is a overhead projector like is found in classrooms around the world to use to amplify and illuminate the image so that i will have a projector that i can use to play games on and watch tv on! yay me.

motivation

mark my word that today is the last day that i will put hope in other people, the last day that i will expect someone to do something that is not for there own personal gain, and the last day i bother with other people. i should have known better than to expect people to be anything but just that, people, i should have know that no matter what, people are always out for them selves, even my friends are no exception to this. i should have know after this that no matter how nice people may seem, they will let you down, no matter what you ask of them, how easy or simple it may be, they will let you down. so dont ask me do do anything for you, from now on, i will be only looking out for myself, as that is what everyone else does. and dont put your hope in others, for they will only hurt you

the reaper

here is the sweet graphic i created for the side of my new computer

another upgrade

the reaper is now version 0.9.3

this being because brandonamp is letting me use one of his graphics cards, so i am no longer rocking with 16 megs of video ram!

we have a name

and the name is (drum roll please)...

the reaper

bringing the version to 0.9

yay me

what version?

my new machine is currently at version 0.8
a bump in the number will come from naming her and another will come when i get my first graphics card, bringing it to version 1.0