dreams

normaly, i dream about stuff that would make normal people run to there shrinks, and i am fine with this because even tho when i dream most of the time i have no control over the content and it is just off the wall shit i know i am dreaming, so everything is fine. but what really jerks me awake in a cold sweat is dreams that are so close to reality that i cant tell the difference. these dreams really bother me because it is so close to reality that i cant tell the difference until i wake up, and even after i wake up i often have the memory of the dream as if it was just something that happened the other day, so i am thinking of those dreams as actual events and these memorys affect my judgement and i am afraid that one of these days i will be asked something or i will need to refrence my memory and i will draw off of those dreams as if they where actualy real. this really freaks me out because i have started to second guess my memorys about things because i just dont know if that even happened or if i dreampt it.